Dear Diary,
A few things are on my mind:
- I'm feeling insecure about my belly, and my body in general.
- I'm feeling anxious about the fact that the shirt I'm wearing for work (I'm going in a moment) is already worn and this might be eivdent to anyone who sees it
- There's a button on my shirt which looks like it will burst at any moment
- I'm worried about money
- I'm worried about whether things will really progress on the life front, or the job front. I'm on limbo when I really want to be jet set. FUCK!
- I noticed a facebook status update where my ex is having a conversation about me on a picture of me from long ago. Although the comment question was 'who is this hot guy?' she does disclose some personal details about my life to a stranger, and on facebook, and facebook is horrifically public. I am painfully aware about facebook changing and I checked the privacy settings a few days ago. I'm concerned about privacy in an age like this. (I hope this blog isn't identifiable to the person typing it!)
- I'm thinking about food. That's the last thing that should be on my mind right now.
I better head off to work
8. I have been jerking off too much. I must have had like 5-7 orgasms in the past 30 hours. That's a sign that something is up with my head. Anyway, back to work...
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