Dear Diary,
I am reminded of the old mia days where I found so much to deal with and all I wanted was to purge as a distraction. The difference is that I have supplanted purging with compulsive MMORPG playing, sometimes gym or sometimes wanking. The tasks I have on my mind:
- Prepare for talk
- Media project isn't moving forward properly
- Interview on tuesday
- Prep for tuesday (busy day)
- work on monday, weds
- prep for interview properly
- apply for jobs
- playlisting
- catch up on applications and other minor tasks
Wow, I put them into 8 seperate categories. I find that is a little bit of a relief, that doesn't mean they are 8 seperate tasks of course, the jobs are endlessly long and numerous, and prepping involves a whole lot of things. I'm stressed. Other things on my mind include:
- Cute girls
- Flirting with girls online
- Flirting with (specific) girl offline
- playing mmorpg
- my dad retiring
- money issues
- wondering: when will i move forward in my life?
- worrying about turning 25
Now, if I were able to isolate a task/worry, work on it to completion and then move on, I'd be a happy man. Unfortunately I feel at fatigue.
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