untangle

Something feels wrong at the moment. I'm not sure if its inside me or my situation. I feel this sense of worry and I can't fully articulate it. On the other hand I have lots of reasons to worry and I can't put myself terribly at east. There's the whole family situation, there's my money situation. I know I needed a hair cut but it also bit a chunk out of my balance. I'm fucked, I have a christmas lunch thingy with the cuties from my office and I'll need money for that. I'll also need money for going out at xmas, meeting my PhD friend when he presumably comes to London, ugh so many things!

I'm going to start as the old mantra goes, one thing at a time. My schedule. From there I'll untangle.