Saturday, January 8, 2011

The fight for a better me

Good morning,

It still is morning at least for another nine minutes. Let's talk about life. I have this feeling of positiveness in my head. I think maybe its a largely chemical thing, but it seems to be infusing slowly inside me, despite numerous triggers yesterday. I read a lot of encyclopaedia articles last night and that must have helped me, I also read a lot of comics and did a shitload of job searches. Almost enough to clear up my schedule for tonight. I hope that maybe I might be able to play some halo as well later on. I've got a lot on today in terms of applications and I hope that I surmount it. I also have successfully rescheduled my counselling appointment to monday. I believe (I know I hate sentences that start with 'I believe') that if I lose weight I'll be a lot happier in myself. An old mantra of mine was 'one step at a time'. Much of my effort I put down because I thought that it wouldn't help. This was before even the point of trying. That's depressed thinking. That's what I must overcome.

I think that with better skin and a thinner body, I'd be much more attractive and happier. So, with that I say: onwards with my day!

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