Mia promises me things. Mia promises:
1. A better body
2. Self esteem on the basis of (1.)
3. Control
4. Having a secret. Having a secret gives me soething to hide behind. I need something to hide behind. That's why I worte this conatus blog. To hold realities through secrets. Through secrets I live, through a mask I have power. Honesty, nakedness, is cold, lonely, and powerless.
I need secrets. I need a mask. I can't face the world with my real face. Only with a mask I can be real.
1. A better body
2. Self esteem on the basis of (1.)
3. Control
4. Having a secret. Having a secret gives me soething to hide behind. I need something to hide behind. That's why I worte this conatus blog. To hold realities through secrets. Through secrets I live, through a mask I have power. Honesty, nakedness, is cold, lonely, and powerless.
I need secrets. I need a mask. I can't face the world with my real face. Only with a mask I can be real.
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