Ugh. One day after I get my JSA paid in, and I've already spent half of it! Fuck!
Let's list the expenses, just to confirm it in my head.
1. Yesterday: basic disclosure (£23)
2. Yesterday: withdrawal of cash to buy lunch (£10)
3. Yesterday: put in £10 (£20 overall if you count wednesday) into bloody oyster card
4. Today: paid £16.50 for dental arrears
5. Next monday: £25 for counselling
I shouldn't complain, but I am a bit tight. The more that you need to get done; the more money it costs. In a sense that's the inevitable inexorable condition of life. Once I start earning more than £10,000 a year (as if that's gonna happen soon...) I'll also need to pay NHS costs. I love that I have the HC2 exemption form, don't get me wrong. I dont' love how much life costs. All of these things I'm paying for, however; go to a wider good: dental care goes to overall teeth care (as I have teeth all my life). Counselling goes to help out my head issues (and I have a few). Basic disclosure is necessary to work for the job I got offered (p.s. woo, job offer!) and finally, the oyster card is probably a cheaper travel service compared to most of the UK's urbanised travel services. WHen I lived in Bristol; First was the empire there. They sucked. Despite that, I do wish I still lived in Bristol. I don't know actually; as when I lived in Bristol for 5 years, I was all like: ugh, this isn't as cool as london.
I know that I'm posting a lot today. I have got a lot on my mind, especially when so much happens. I also have no-one to talk to. Journaling these events seems to keep me sane, it also helps me get my head around life, and myself.
Let's list the expenses, just to confirm it in my head.
1. Yesterday: basic disclosure (£23)
2. Yesterday: withdrawal of cash to buy lunch (£10)
3. Yesterday: put in £10 (£20 overall if you count wednesday) into bloody oyster card
4. Today: paid £16.50 for dental arrears
5. Next monday: £25 for counselling
I shouldn't complain, but I am a bit tight. The more that you need to get done; the more money it costs. In a sense that's the inevitable inexorable condition of life. Once I start earning more than £10,000 a year (as if that's gonna happen soon...) I'll also need to pay NHS costs. I love that I have the HC2 exemption form, don't get me wrong. I dont' love how much life costs. All of these things I'm paying for, however; go to a wider good: dental care goes to overall teeth care (as I have teeth all my life). Counselling goes to help out my head issues (and I have a few). Basic disclosure is necessary to work for the job I got offered (p.s. woo, job offer!) and finally, the oyster card is probably a cheaper travel service compared to most of the UK's urbanised travel services. WHen I lived in Bristol; First was the empire there. They sucked. Despite that, I do wish I still lived in Bristol. I don't know actually; as when I lived in Bristol for 5 years, I was all like: ugh, this isn't as cool as london.
I know that I'm posting a lot today. I have got a lot on my mind, especially when so much happens. I also have no-one to talk to. Journaling these events seems to keep me sane, it also helps me get my head around life, and myself.
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