Thursday, July 10, 2008

a mixed day

a mixed day is good and bad.

good:

i. today's my birthday
ii. i had weird kinky sex with antonia

bad:

i. some bad person is internet stalking me
ii. marie trigger...i interpret her as ignoring me...given she hasn't replied to my attempts of contacting her, two times, and her facebook updates tell me she has been on facebook but is unwilling to acknowledge what society calls my special day.
iii. marie...i love her...but i am sort of coming ot ther terms that i realise i will never have her. furhtermore, I dont feel i can have or desire anyone more...even if antonia is around...still feel incapable of getting close to anyone

conclusion: i'm a failure, sad birthday

at least my cock feels nice from being soaked in woman

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