Dear diary,

 

I feel frustrated and limited means of expressing it.

 Nothing seems to be working Things right now are not in the ordered way I like them. My mum changed the pillowcases in my room and I feel utterly disturbed by this. I have things that I need to do and she interrupts the order. Now I can't focus on anything else and I feel frustrated about this fact. I'm also in the background of what I'm feeling, frustrated that my only interview is for a fucking unpaid internship when i'm 25 fucking years old. I SHOULD BE DOING BETTER BY NOW

I want to throw something around and express this feeling by getting angry and behaving destructively. But now I need to just find an envelope to order the documents that I printed earlier