Monday, and Wednesday.
I didn't do much on either days.
I have many bad memories of the everlasting tomorrow when I would actually sort out my life. I need to break out of that cycle before I even get into it. I don't need negative things in my life (I have enough).
More and more I come to the realisation that with the exception of my girlfriend, I don't really have any friends, or circles, or people I really talk to. I'm quite chummy with a housemate, which is nice; but I need to have more in life.
I'm trying my best.
THe acheivements of my past 24 hours are:
1. I signed up to Guardian jobs and put up a CV and put a shortlist of jobs up
2. I finally sorted out my degree transcript situation
I need more valerian tincture.
On thing I haven't mentioned (I suppose that very fact is a testament to my ambivalence/focal importance of it) is that I'm having my first proper valentines. I'm going to a chinese restaurant with Antonia, she's been making a fuss about what to wear. I'm a valentine's day cynic, but I don't mind having an excuse to cuddle up to my girlfriend, have a laugh, and enjoy life in the best way I can with her.
I didn't do much on either days.
I have many bad memories of the everlasting tomorrow when I would actually sort out my life. I need to break out of that cycle before I even get into it. I don't need negative things in my life (I have enough).
More and more I come to the realisation that with the exception of my girlfriend, I don't really have any friends, or circles, or people I really talk to. I'm quite chummy with a housemate, which is nice; but I need to have more in life.
I'm trying my best.
THe acheivements of my past 24 hours are:
1. I signed up to Guardian jobs and put up a CV and put a shortlist of jobs up
2. I finally sorted out my degree transcript situation
I need more valerian tincture.
On thing I haven't mentioned (I suppose that very fact is a testament to my ambivalence/focal importance of it) is that I'm having my first proper valentines. I'm going to a chinese restaurant with Antonia, she's been making a fuss about what to wear. I'm a valentine's day cynic, but I don't mind having an excuse to cuddle up to my girlfriend, have a laugh, and enjoy life in the best way I can with her.
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