positives

Today I have done the following positives, or the following positives have happened:

1. The prescription drug problem is okay for the next month
2. Emailed potential supervisors
3. Arranged meeting with 1 potential supervisor
4. Got my PDA returned

Results:

1. Less anxiety
2. Pride
3. Motivation
4. Hope
(5. I might use my disability allowance to fund part of my degree...)

But...

Negatives remaining:

1. I miss Marie
2. I still have a lot of work to do
3. I need to sort out if I can do my PhD; AND, further, I need to get over her

I feel like...maybe one day; I'll be new, I'll be transformed...