Refusing mia

I refused an oppurtunity to purge a moment ago. I realised that the house was empty, it looked like no one was coming in for a while, and this was the golden oppurtunity to 'improve' myself. I decided not to. I feel weird to resist mia, especially because she's the only person who seems to standd up for me these days.

Anyway, I've got lots to do, I could spent my calories with that for today. I am not in shortage of things to do.

Ah life.