Process of today sofar

Today my day went like this...

1. Start off with a shower after getting up, I'm up quite early. Good
2. Get up to some administrative stuff, 'foldering', as I call it.
3. Work
4. Lunch

Throughout the day, I have been sitting and feeling quite distressed. I was thinking to myself; I'm not going to purge. I'm not going to purge.

5. Email regarding flat search...

Hi M

Unfortunately - one person beat you too it. It's a shame becasue I
think we would have got on quite well.

Good
luck in finding somewhere

I'm not sure how to cope rght now. I'm going to purge my fucking brains out. Can't cope, can't cope, want to cry as well.