Thursday, June 5, 2008

overdosing

the doctor warned me about taking too many anxiety pills...they will stop my heart or something

what I wanted to say to them...

"FUCK YOU"

I hope it does stop my heart...cos then, it will be more than just a technicality.

I feel so dead inside.

I have a pile of pills in front of me; painkillers, headache, caffiene, anxiety...

Oh, the wonders of the modern age. This is what it means to be a grownup. Drugged up and fucked out.

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