1. Im feeling quite tired
2. I think that not shaving indicates my strenght of depression
3. I should shave as a symbol of my determination against my darker feelings
4. She is never far from my thoughts, that is, Marie. However, Antonia's beauty and love is really shining through for me in this period of time.
4. Is it possible to harbour ill feeling toward Marie? I feel that such a response would be the only positive way to move beyond that period of my life
5. On the one hand I feel I should start purging again, its a very small tingling feeling inside me; on the other hand, I feel that such a period of my life was necessary to turn me from what I was to what I am; that is, the who I used to be, the person I was who I was embarrassed to acknowledge, and I still am, I am ashamed to be associated with such a person
6. I pissed in my room again; I used to do it in a bin when I lived in a flat 2 years ago when I was in my third year. I pissed oddly enough into Dawes' flapjack container
Dawes is a guy from the ADC, the university society that I was associated with, you know, the one that Moriarty upstaged me in. He was a first year PhD when I first met him, you could even say that we were good friends. Our relationship deteriorated eventually. I feel bitter things about him. Perhaps I'll talk about that later...
2. I think that not shaving indicates my strenght of depression
3. I should shave as a symbol of my determination against my darker feelings
4. She is never far from my thoughts, that is, Marie. However, Antonia's beauty and love is really shining through for me in this period of time.
4. Is it possible to harbour ill feeling toward Marie? I feel that such a response would be the only positive way to move beyond that period of my life
5. On the one hand I feel I should start purging again, its a very small tingling feeling inside me; on the other hand, I feel that such a period of my life was necessary to turn me from what I was to what I am; that is, the who I used to be, the person I was who I was embarrassed to acknowledge, and I still am, I am ashamed to be associated with such a person
6. I pissed in my room again; I used to do it in a bin when I lived in a flat 2 years ago when I was in my third year. I pissed oddly enough into Dawes' flapjack container
Dawes is a guy from the ADC, the university society that I was associated with, you know, the one that Moriarty upstaged me in. He was a first year PhD when I first met him, you could even say that we were good friends. Our relationship deteriorated eventually. I feel bitter things about him. Perhaps I'll talk about that later...
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