It has been 5 weeks since I have sent my PhD application. Every day for 5 weeks I have longed for it to come in. Every day I have met disappointment and the possibility of failure. Every day I say to myself "today's the day!", then after 1pm I think to myself "I'm not getting in". It is a rollercoaster, and I am left feeling less than a person; feeling like I am not like a normal person who can earn money or do things. Im just in limbo.
I need this to happen, for my limbo to end.
I need this to happen, for my limbo to end.
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