Today is Sunday 5 February, it's 6am. I've been up since midnight. 

I've just started watching The Last of Us (HBO Max). Everyone is talking about episode 3. It seems so dark I just don't feel up for watching apocalyptic fiction. The present day is hard enough. 

I bought some cigars just earlier. I smoked on Saturday; I haven't smoked since Christmas. I was servicing my bike. 

The Last of Us just feels too dark for words and totally like the darkness of the present day.