Dear Diary,

The pandemic is really hitting me hard at the moment. Although I have lost a bit of weight, my sleeping pattern has become extremely disturbed. I used to have really bad habit of waking up late in the afternoon and going to bed close to 7-8am. Now my sleeping pattern has adjusted. I am waking up too early around 2-3am and I'm exhausted by 8pm. I try to sleep as long as I can but I can't seem to get up later than 3am. It's not so bad waking up too early but my energy levels and concentration are shot up by the afternoon. 

I can hear the beauty of the chining birds. Sometimes I go out for a morning bike ride. I have often gone out to a local cafe for a full English breakfast. All of those things are nice but its all very lonely. I haven't managed to go to gym as much as I had liked recently. I feel like I am in an eternal single day that is unending.

Lots of people on social media, in my social circle and so on have referred to this current situation as groundhog day. This global health scare makes me worry about mum and dad. This global health scare is affecting peoples jobs. Those of us who still have jobs, many of the country are adversely affected. Right now I still have a job. I hope it goes on like that for a while. 

My energy levels have been very low lately, I think this is related to the insomnia, I'm not sure really. I have decided recently to deliberately rest more to catch up with my energy. I have deliberately decided not to constantly work on my targets and things, or even not to work so hard on the day job. It has however meant that I am behind on my work. The weekend went by ever so quickly. I think I spent most of Saturday and Sunday sleeping. At least I read the paper and got some gym done though. 

I haven't done any diarising in a while so I might just go over some positives of my life lately:

1. My savings are as high as they have every been
2. I have an amazing wfh set up for work
3. Mum and dad are alright

Things I look forward to:

• The pandemic being over
• Dragonball super (started watching recently)
• My next kiss