At least I'm not a dateless loser

Lets be positive:

1. Today is the day of my second date; I'm going out with a girl who actually wants to go out with me and perhaps even enjoys my company
2. I have met Marie, who is simply amazing.
3. I'm getting closer to my dream of being an academic
4. I've lost about 30lbs in the past 2 months

Lets be negative:

1. Last night I alienated most of my good friends
2. I am increasingly aggressive
3. I am increasingly hostile
4. I am uncreasingly unfriendly
5. I am not interested in going out with Claire
6. I'm ugly and fat
7. I am not reading enough
8. I'm exhausted
9. I'm in need of constant reviewal and revaluating my attitude
10. I have made my life more difficult to live
11. I'm lost
12. I get bad memories