dary diary

it's 4am, 5th september.

I'm 38.

I'm about 91-92kg, I'm in the low 24% bodyfat. I've been running daily for 2000kcal minimum. 2 hours a day roughly. I''m really surprised how my body has changed. 

I'm heartbroken and infatuated with J. The feeling's unrequited.  need to get over her.