I wrote in my diary on sunday a few weeks ago to check in myself if i have any follow up on therapy. It is the case that I have a first appointment on 7pm Wednesday. 

So I haven't written about it on this blog but in the past few months and weeks I've wanted to explore my gender expression more and i've felt very upset at how long I've been ignoring this issue for so long. I have this cycling bib and it compresses my junk and it feels like a big relief to wear it. I think if I were to give a label, I am 'genderfluid'. Wearing the kimono at comicon felt like such a big relief. 

I'm getting into some problems at work and i think therapy helps